^i want a peace^

There is something keep bothering me... why is that some of them so lucky and some of them isntlucky as them.. is that because none of a god seen or protect us or they keep ignoring us just liked the attitude we treat to the person we care and to who we not care. But i think no matter what happen they should care on us as we are all craete by them.. atheres no lucky draw between us they should treat us in a fair way. i want a goddess person to help ,protect and give everything iwant in a reasonable way ...Maybe on christmas day i will bring bach the thing i want or a thing better is coming to me as last last year i lost thing on 25.12.2007
In other way the person who always get thing free will lost or sell thing easily in a cheap and easy way noy liked the person who lost thing before get scared and keep thinking about the thing especially thing that really important to them which carry many beautiful memory in the thing that lost.Many unexpecting thing will be true if someone really wanna claim the thing or"steal" , take your valuable thing away from you in an aim.. But i cant really understand if u get or have the thing accidentally in a good way like saw that is none of them pick up from but not steal from the its great if its.......
I really cant think more about it again...i want to have a peace christmas day with all the hope on my thing will retuen and come back to me...