angel heart crying of blood

Angel lost of power
I felt sad for today… My English teacher is now again, again and again complaining about me didn’t speak out the words or pronounce the words with others but only moving my lips but it’s not real . You can’t hear my voice but it doesn’t means that I didn’t follow you instruction and failed to done the work you give . I don’t really care if you want to complaint my attitude or stuff that you don’t like on me to my parents or not because it is you feel…. I will care and really care for what people comment on me but not you absolutely not you as I hate you so much from the first sigh in school. I hate your style and attitude on which you keep embarrassing me in front of others and say nonsense , fault information about me to others . Besides you will always showing my mistakes but not really quite a big deal to others that make me feel heartbroken every time… you don’t really care for others feeling right ….You are not like the poem above you are a devil . You have kill the angel in front of you whenever you want without feeling any sadness or sorry to her for hurt the want who try to be good to you.. I really get bored with you and hate you so much….. My tears was trying to get out from my eyes but I have to control it .i have to be though … Every night I will cry alone I don’t want others to feel that I try to get attention from others by crying in front of the people they care or love liked I was trying to grab their lover from them … I know this is mean so I am not going to “perform” this art stuff in front of you guy who don’t really care for my thought and keep saying bad either in front or back at me. I had get through and enough for that things. I don’t care or say in front of you just because I respect you, but you didn’t thanks me and say more bad words about me I don’t really care if you liked me or not or give me low grade as most of the power is not from you. Maybe 30-40 percent is from you . But I know and realize that things gain from you is not worth for me at all. I hate you but I can’t show. You make me angry and feel to cry but when I think of you I really did say to myself you don’t worth to get my tears … I want to make it better to make you regret….
Two incidents involve on the article above …. English and cellp