^i want a peace^

There is something keep bothering me... why is that some of them so lucky and some of them isntlucky as them.. is that because none of a god seen or protect us or they keep ignoring us just liked the attitude we treat to the person we care and to who we not care. But i think no matter what happen they should care on us as we are all craete by them.. atheres no lucky draw between us they should treat us in a fair way. i want a goddess person to help ,protect and give everything iwant in a reasonable way ...Maybe on christmas day i will bring bach the thing i want or a thing better is coming to me as last last year i lost thing on 25.12.2007
In other way the person who always get thing free will lost or sell thing easily in a cheap and easy way noy liked the person who lost thing before get scared and keep thinking about the thing especially thing that really important to them which carry many beautiful memory in the thing that lost.Many unexpecting thing will be true if someone really wanna claim the thing or"steal" , take your valuable thing away from you in an aim.. But i cant really understand if u get or have the thing accidentally in a good way like saw that is none of them pick up from but not steal from the its great if its.......
I really cant think more about it again...i want to have a peace christmas day with all the hope on my thing will retuen and come back to me...

him

saw someone who i really care before untill he couple but now i think he broke up with the girl ... sad.. everytime went parkson will saw him ... he just walk by or stand in front of me but i dont dare to gonear to him.. today inn boulevard saw a white shirt handsome guy , whose feature is close or same to him... i think i get in crazy to him... anyway if he is ny dream boy ,the first thing is : is he rich?, can he afford me a sportcar trial?, can he buy me a hanfphone 6288 like the lucky boy who collect his dream hp in toilet???" i have no idea, i really dont know...but i hope so.. maybe i will get it my luck will turn good in a few time.....now still thinking of knowing him and get stage higher in the relationship although its not encourage by everyone .... i am a girl need "bread" and "love" but "bread" is relly more important than "love".

why am i not so lucky as him???

Some of them is so lucky and even lucky than the person should have . I just lost a handphone with a crystal ball hp hanger on 24.12.2007 , then the person who was close to me collect a hp in toilet today afternoon ... this is the second hp he got accidentally without paying any thing inckuding the fees of sim card and hp itself but then my nokia 6288just lost suddenly its so sad .... not fair enough .. why cant GOD u give me a chance to have my handphone back or pick a free and more expensive handphone leh... My family keep losing handphone but then the guy keep picking and collect handphone in a accidentically condition its not fair.... haiz.... i hope that maybe i would have a idea partner who is rich than i can get anything i want from him or even asked him to buy a 6288 for me no matter that hp still selling or stop producing... really really hope so...

天使之心

羽翼断了天使无法再像之前那样美丽了. 每个人的身边都有一个天使在眷顾他们,只有细心的人才能发现到它们的存在.然而它们确总在无意间提我们解决问题排除万难就算主人没有发现到它们的存在天使们还是会任劳任怨地为主人服务.试问有谁会想到或忆起织机所寻找的天使就在身边呢.可是天使也不会帮你解决所有问题毕竟人试药经过考验才能成功.天使指挥赐予你力量,精神和在你绝望时安抚你.当你在绝望或觉得自己被逾弃时请不要伤心毕竟天使我们的身边都会有天使时时刻刻守护在我们身旁就算我们忘了它们丢失了它们,它们还是会无微不至地关心照顾,赐予你力量永远保护这脆弱的主人.只要相信有天使在一旁守护你就不会再孤单寂寞害怕了.天使永远都是守护你的甜心.不管大风大浪只要相信它们的存在,它们赐予的力量,精神你就是最完美的了.